February 24, 2015

February 16, 2015

baby.


He points up to his brother's portrait and looks to me.

God so much of Liam's face is still in his. Both of them so like their father.

I wonder what Liam would have looked like now.

I watch Leif grow up and I wonder about everything his brother would have been.


"Baby."

"Yes, love. Baby. Liam."

"Mommy, baby dodo?"

"Yes, my darling. Baby dodo."

January 20, 2015

two.


I try to articulate everything he means to me, but there's no possible way.



January 1, 2015

365 days of leif everett.


From this to this.

What a gift it is to watch him grow.



December 27, 2014

December 19, 2014

come back.


And the days, they linger on
And every night, what i'm waiting for
Is the real possibility I may meet you in my dream

-Pearl Jam

December 12, 2014


I cry because he is here.